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I Want to Be a Mom WhoOne day, when I’m older, I want to be a mom who loves to drive her children around.Let me explain.I hate driving. It’s stressful and scary and I haven’t so much as touched a steering while since I got my license over a year ago. But I don’t care, I want to be happy to drive my children wherever they want to go.What I really want is to be like my mom. My mom who, when I was eleven and called her at midnight, crying, because I was at a sleepover and I wanted to come home, said “I’ll be there in fifteen minutes.”I want to be like my mom, who, when I was sixteen and wanted to visit a friend, but was too afraid to use public transit at night, said “what’s the address?” And it didn’t matter if they lived an hour away.I want to be like my mom, who, when I was nineteen and came home from school saying that I’d dreamed about a violin and could we go to a music store so that I could rent one right this second please, sa
A Conversation We Had this MorningMe: Sometimes I feel like there’s so much poop in my head. It feels like, the older I get, the more wonderful things I can imagine, but there’s also more bad and scary things that accumulate.You: Why is your head like a litterbox?Me: What? Okay, I guess it is.You: Sometimes you have to scoop out the poop.Me: Wait, if my head’s a litterbox, then what’s the good stuff? The litter? Then that means that,when I scoop out the poop, some of the good stuff will go with it, too.You: Yeah.Me: But what if I like some of the good stuff that’s attached to the poop?You: Then you either have to decide to get rid of the good stuff, too, or to accept the poop as being part of the good stuff.
About ReincarnationI want my future self to look up to me.I want whoever I am in my next life to idolize this person who died before they were even born, and to feel a deep connection with them that that they can’t explain. I hope that they like my drawings and that my writing inspires them. I want them to learn from what I’ve learned.I want to be someone worth idolizing now, but what I really want is for my future self to be able to pick up where I left off, so that I can keep learning, creating, and experiencing even after “I” have died.I want to feel like I’m working towards something that extends far beyond this life and whatever the unknown limits of this life may be.
I really do like this ship.
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